ok..it the start of the holidays..and i'm so gonna work hard for the mid-years..whoa,today is so tiring in the morning,got my gold-star trial...first part was to jump off the diving board..its quite scary cause,ya..i scared of height..i can really feel the board sink in deeper when my coach was at the back of me..it was so scary!!!But the next jump wasn't i even went to jump on my own!!haha i just can't believe i did it,i so want this gold-star so that the future i can become a swimming coach...i know i can't be a national swimmer,i'm too old should have listen to my dad,so for competitive swimming maybe by now i in the national team..sighs...