so pissed on wednesday! i went to HV to get my hair done.Came home around 1pm.My brother came back from school.He was preparing to study so was I. I just sat down and did not even open my mouth and he asked me, if I want to sit in fornt of him I had to keep quiet. Because he doing maths .... studying. I did not open my mouth. Then he give all those excuses. Because his O levels is this year, my presence would distract him. Its like so what your O level is this year, big deal? I got my O levels too. Although its next year but I'm not like you, wait till enxt year to study. I need to prepare right!! Yuo think you so smart, actually you're the BIGGEST IDIOT, I ever seen! O Level, O level just don't give excuse. You know yourself, you think you really studying, just stare at the book can score. Don't blufff yourself! I maybe a slow learner you may be fast learner, that make no difference. All you know is quarrel with mom. You think you talk loudly is good. Irritating! You just pissed eeryone in teh family. Why I have to joke with you asking you to go ACJC. Why? You think I like it? As you go to ACJC help me get their badge etc..... Mke me feel like I so stuipid I cant even get in. Is to encourage you, idiot! Quarrell, quarrell that's all you know. don't you know how much fun me and mome had when you won't around. so happy! Go Orchard, Holland Village, IMM etc...... Happy when we went out but come back, the rest of the day spoilt. Don't be a big mouth sayaing poly don't suit you oly JC suit you, for all you know you cant even get into both. Is not that people liek to pin point you. Is what you think of yourself. People can say what they like, it s their mouth. You just oversensitive. My presence distract you, its not saying cant stand the sight of you. I know I may be the ugliest girl you evern seen. short, fat, skin not as smooth as people. Yes, in your eyes other girls are very pretty. I'm ugly, very ugly, not cute, not babyis like an old toad. How about you? Yout hik you're damn nice-looking. short, not muscular, not handsome at all. Don't live in your fantasy, that you will marry one of those girls you like. Stop dreaming. Skickening. Just like Friday's tuition (Kenneth's), sometime I ask or you ask Kenneth, fine. But sometimes, when you ask and he explain to you, suddenly you know how to do, now, very easy. Tehn, you start to blame me, or say is I ask these, results tell, in class you don't have any questions to ask, very good! But really don't have? Outwardly, it appears I don't know a lot, very dumb but inwardly you suffer the most. For the basic reason, I don't care what poeple think of me. How smark you look, you got big head. That's all look, what matter is are you really what people think you are. I maybe sad a few days but that doesn't bother me, seriously it doesnt. But it motivates me to do better than you!