This few days i don't think i'm receiving enough attention from my mom. Feeling very left out. very miserable, is life like that?

I just take it that currently my brother is sick, so she's paying for attention to him. This will change right? Hopefully...

So angry when she want me to clarify the school fees payment, she just don't get it. I'm fine with clarifying, yes it doesn't make sense to pay double. But the thing is, I don't even know what is going on, how am I going to explain to someone else? Blind leading the blind?

God, please guide me tomorrow.
Mom, please show me more attention!